[FANCAMS] 111218 Alexander’s malaysia showcase performances

ahhguean:

cr. lynlim511

• Can’t help falling in love

cr. TheSizafiz 

• Party Rock Anthem (shuffling)
• That Man
• Bad Girl 

cr. yihe94

• Bad Girl
• Oh! Baby
• I Just

cr. zKeong

• Party Rock Anthem (shuffling)

cr. TheQuintus177

• Bad Girl
• Can’t Help Falling In Love
• That Man
• Party Rock Anthem (shuffling) 
• Oh! Baby
• I Just

나 잊고 지냈죠 너무 오랜 시간을

주님을 떠나서 내 맘대로 살았죠

얼마나 어리석은 건지 그땐 알지 못했죠

하지만 주님은 항상 나를 기다려주셨죠

우~ 너무 감사해요 나 이제야 깨달았어요 주님 사랑을

우~ 날 구원하신 주 다신 잊지않을꺼예요 날 향한 그 사랑

Yes, Jesus loves me

Oh~ yes, Jesus loves me

Yes, Jesus loves me

For the bible tells me so

For the bible tells me so… I know

가까이 계시죠 내가 어디 있든지

늘 함께 하시죠 내가 무엇을 하던

너무나 많은 죄를 짓고 주님 잊고 살아도 

더 많은 사랑 주시고 모든 죄 용서 하시죠

우~ 사랑해요 주님 나 주님께 기도 드려요 내 영혼위해

우~ 날 구원하신 주 주님 만나는 그날까지 주를 찬양해요

(Chorus) 

주께 영광 돌리며 그 사랑 전하며 (forever)

나 주님 위해 살께요 내 모든 걸 드릴께요 주님께

(Chorus x2)

English Translation: 

For such a long time, I lived as I forgot this…

I left You Lord, and I lived however I wanted to

I was so foolish, I didn’t even know then

But Lord, You always waited for me

I thank You so much

I think I know now, Your love Lord

Lord, my Saviour

I won’t ever forget again

You always loved me 

Yes, Jesus loves me

Oh yes, Jesus loves me

Yes, Jesus loves me

For the bible tells me so

For the bible tells me so… I know

You are always close by wherever I am

You are always with me, whatever I do

Even though I’ve committed so many sins

And even though I’ve lived while forgetting You Lord

You gave me more love and forgave all my sins

I love You Lord

I pray to You right now for my soul

My Lord, my Saviour

Till the day I meet You Lord, 

I praise Your name

(Chorus) 

I will glorify the Lord’s name and tell about His love (forever) 

I will live for You Lord, I will give to all my everything

To my Lord… 

(Chorus 2x) 

Wonder Girls’ Be My Baby - Lyrics + Translations

Watching 계속 바라보며 난
Waiting 니가 다가오기만을 바래
어서 내게 와 날 데려가 제발
Dreaming 니 맘도 나 같기를 
Praying 가슴 조이며 난 기도해
저 하늘에 이렇게 두 손을 모아서

이런 적이 없는데 내 가슴이 두근두근 두근대고
몇 번 본 적 없는데 니 모습이 자꾸 꿈에 나와
차분하려 하는데 니가 또 내 앞에만 나타나면 
사랑한다고 말해버릴 것만 같아

Please be my baby, Please be my baby
너만 생각하면 미치겠어 니가 너무너무 갖고 싶어서
Make me your lady, Make me your lady
나의 사랑을 너에게 줄게 절대 후회하지 않게 해줄게 No

Crazy 내가 미쳤는지 왜
Lately 하루 종일 난 뭘 하든지
너의 사진이 머릿속에 박혔어
Perfect 모든 게 완벽해
Terrific 겉과 속 모두 다
어쩜 너는 모자라는 게 하나도 없는 건지

차분하려 하는데 니가 또 내 앞에만 나타나면
사랑한다고 말해버릴 것만 같아

자 더 이상 이제 망설이지 마 내 말을 의심하지 마
내 말을 믿고 나를 따라와 난 니 인생의 마지막
여자가 되고 넌 내 마지막 남자가 될 거란 걸 알지만
넌 아직 몰라 왜 놀라 자 어서 빨리 나를 골라
말 할 필요도 없어 그냥 내 말대로 잘 할 생각만 하면 돼
그러니 니 앞에 날 잘 보고 판단을 해 봐 어때 88 나이도 딱 맞아 
모두 다 맞아

Watching, I keep looking 
Waiting, hoping for you to appear
Hurry come take me with you please
Dreaming, that you feel the same way as I
Praying, with an anxious heart 
To the heavens, I put my hands together

I’ve never been this way, my heart goes pit-a-pat
I’ve only seen you a few times yet you keep appearing in my dreams
I keep my cool but if you appear in front of me again 
I think I might tell you I love you

Please be my baby, Please be my baby
Thinking of only you drives me crazy, I really really want to have you
Make me your lady, Make me your lady
I’ll give you my love and I won’t let you regret it, No

Crazy, have I gone crazy? 
Why is it that lately, no matter what I do
The image of you is stuck in my head
Perfect, everything is perfect
Terrific, inside and out
You just don’t seem to lack in anything

I keep my cool but if you appear in front of me again
I think I might tell you I love you

(Source: inhisbeautifulname, via jesslynngraham)

(Source: inlovethroughchrist, via jesslynngraham)

111013~16 KL + 3RDWAVE + Alexander :D

October 13th - And the day starts from here… 

I was rushing to pack and pack and pack… and then couldn’t find my tripod. I ended up finding my dad’s old tripod that was really heavy and needed to be oiled LOL, but the tripod is really good :) I left the house at like 11.30pm >_< It took a while to persuade my dad to fetch me, since I had to drop by Cordelia’s house to pick up the camera and small tripod before heading to Gillian’s. Reached Gillian’s place past midnight, and then continued packing haha. We decided to bring her bigger tripod instead and stuffed it into her suitcase. 

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3RDWAVE in KL + Alexander + Gillian’s 21st!

Gillian and I went to 3rd Wave’s event in KL, Malaysia! It was sort of to be our birthday presents to ourselves haha. Thanks to k_ommunity (Cordelia & Steffi), we got media passes to cover everything! It was a really fun experience, and even though it was exhausting mentally and physically, I was really so absorbed into everything that I barely had time to think about other things, and to think about home! It was just SO CRAZILY BUSY & TIRING!! 

Steff unnie coming along was really awesome as well.. hehe~ she was like our “mama” on this trip ;D But always speechless at the both of us ._. 

The 3rd Wave team is really really nice, and so is Brian and Alexander! & the StarPark music director HAHAHA who’s a Singaporean but has been living in Malaysia for 10 years :O Then I told him I was the opposite LOL!! Not sure if it’s me but I felt like most of the people had good impressions of us.. maybe it’s because we’re from another country haha.. but we really talked to many people and met new friends, by the grace of God and it was really amazing!! I still feel like it was an AMAZING DREAM.. was it real? HAHA~ Praise God ;D 

The music rally was really refreshing.. we went in as audience for the 8pm session and I really enjoyed the praise and worship to God~ re-dedicating my life to Jesus, and to be in Jesus’ light, to use my gifts and talents to serve Him. There were many technical difficulties, but that just made Gillian and I sing even louder at the top of our lungs.. I think it was an honour to be there! To pray, fellowship and praise & worship with 3rd Wave, Alexander, Brian.. to be in the same place, not as fans or celebrities or etc. but as children of God ;D 

Seeing a different side of Alexander, the “real side” of Alexander was really refreshing too! Plus a lot of interesting memories hmm.. hahahaha~ Will never forget them, I can probably talk about it for the next 10 years LOL~ 

Also… HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GILLIAN!!~ Hehe Alexander wished her (sang her) Happy Birthday ;D We celebrated her birthday right after the music rally at CHILLIS heehee.. 

In all, I’m really thankful to God for this opportunity and experience and also for watching over us and keeping us safe and happy throughout the entire trip! It was a really short trip, just 3D2N, but it felt like a long week.. and I felt very blessed! Blessed to be busy! 

God is good, all the time!! & all the time, GOD IS GOOD!! ♥

Will post photos soon ;D 

Everything happens for a reason

God works in really amazing ways! About 2 weeks ago, the whole group of us for Interterm (about 12) had to go apply for our visas and go to the embassy for our interviews. I checked through and made sure I brought all the documents stated in the reminder email, but still I somehow managed to not be Singaporean enough and left the one extremely important document at home. I was quite upset with myself for not being thorough enough, and especially since I kept causing trouble to the admin for various issues- oops >< And he was quite flustered when I told him about it. 

Then, a classmate from a neighbouring country got rejected. Both of us had to reapply… At the point of time I was scheduling my appointment, I didn’t think of clicking on the earliest available (on Monday) and chose Friday instead, stupidly thinking class would be in the way - and not prioritising the interview - hence got ~scolded~ again oops. I was told to hurry and re-schedule my appointment to Monday, but apparently when I attempted to do so, slots from Monday~Thursday were all gone! So it was back to Friday haha. 

So, this classmate and I happened to have the same appointment at the same day, same time. She’s a very quiet person and keeps to herself most of the time, not sticking to a clique of people etc. In the first few weeks, if we happened to see her in the canteen, we’d ask her to join us~ but that was pretty much it. I’ve barely talked to her in the past 16 weeks… so on that day I got to know more about her. 

She was really nervous for the interview, since it was her nth time applying. She mentioned how it might be because of how flustered she looks when the consulate asks her questions, and being hesitant etc. I just kept telling her to be confident, and encouraging her~ She already decided the end result for herself and prepared to receive the worst. 

When we finally got in after more than an hour’s long wait, we stood waiting for our turn. She was still very nervous, and obviously more nervous than when we were outside. In such circumstances, I only had one thing I wanted to do in my mind. While talking, I asked her if she had a religion. She replied that she is a Christian! I then did the thing I wanted to do: Pray for her. After that we chatted a little about our churches, etc. and I suggested for her to join me sometime~ since she couldn’t feel a sense of belonging to the current church she’s attending. 

After rummaging through her files, she realised she had forgotten to bring her ID photo for the visa. Thankfully there was a photo booth in the room and she went ahead to take a picture. She didn’t have enough Singapore dollars and asked me if she could borrow first. Unfortunately I didn’t have cash on me since I didn’t think I would be needing it. She panicked and packed up her things, telling me that she should “just go, and maybe come back later or something.” I looked at the room full of people, wondering why she was giving up so quickly, especially since it was her nth time applying, and suggested to maybe ask someone, perhaps he would be kind enough to help out. 

The first person she asked kindly agreed to! In turn, he and his friend realised that they had the wrong size ID photo and quickly took their pictures as well before their turn. He exchanged numbers with my friend and agreed to contact each other after exiting the embassy. After all this, my friend was still very nervous… to the point of refusing to sit in front of the counter with the interviewer because she didn’t want the consulate to recognise her. 

I passed my interview really quickly and she was up next. I watched her from the back of the room and continued praying for her. She took a much longer time compared to me, and there was no telling whether she would be rejected or granted. After what seemed like a long time with the consulate, she thanked the consulate profusely and walked up to me, saying she got it! Praise God! It would be awful if she couldn’t get it… furthermore having spent thousands of dollars on plane tickets! She was really surprised by the good outcome. 

We chatted for a little more afterwards, and I learnt about her depression while in school previously. It made me a little sad, because she had such a pessimistic look on life, and I wondered why, especially since she believes in and loves God. She said that she might have lost her “fighting spirit” and she doesn’t like drawing any attention to herself, her only friends are books, etc. I shared a little about having faith because we have God~ but didn’t really continue when the two guys who lent her the money appeared. 

After parting ways after lunch, I *lazily* went home and stayed home for the rest of the day. About 11pm my friends were all about spreading the word about that friend looking for a place to stay at for the night and for the weekend, because she didn’t have her documents to return home. It totally slipped my mind too… because the embassy retains your documents to process the visa! Which meant that she wouldn’t be able to go home, until she collects her documents and the embassy would only open during weekdays. I checked my phone and saw a missed call and an SMS from her… more than an hour ago eep. I quickly called her and she said that she’s stuck at the immigration and she still hasn’t found a place to stay at. I then called my Mom and she was very kind about it, and told me to tell her to come stay at our place for as long as she needs to. 

Before when we were at the embassy, we were talking about how she could come attend my church or care team, and thought of deciding on a date in the future perhaps. Well, since she was going to be staying at my place for the weekend, it was the perfect opportunity to invite her haha~ and so yeah, she came to church with me (: She seemed to really enjoy the acapella singing xD 

So… everything did turn out well! OH BTW, I actually met my secondary school english/form teacher at the embassy :O It took me about 10 minutes of staring and trying to make sure it’s the right person before I sat beside her and said Hi. She shot me question after question like bullets… like a teacher LOL~ it was nice seeing her ^-^ 

It didn’t really make a difference for me to do the interview a week later, but I’m glad that my company might’ve encouraged my friend, even if a little! Praise God & thank God for that opportunity! (: So you see… He works in really amazing ways ;D I’m always thankful for every opportunity He gives for me to love others, even people I don’t know… and sometimes I miss it because I rush for time, and I don’t stop. I always think and regret not turning back and returning to respond to a request for help… but I try my best to~ because God may use me to pass on His love! (: 

We love because he first loved us. - 1 John 4:19 

Don’t say that I’m a nice person… I have a kind & loving God! I love it when I feel this rush of His love inside of me whenever I sincerely choose to do things pleasing to Him :D It’s an extraordinary feeling~ ㅋㅋ 

“8TV Nite Live at 12.50AM” reminds me of how @antxD @chrestos @candycrust & I stayed up & waited although exhausted after the June 2010 showcase/fanmeeting in Malaysia to see U-Kiss on TV & got cheated =.= & @suemayi sleeping like a log while preparing to shower (instead wrapped herself up in the blanket) & Ant falling asleep on the sofa hugging her finished cup of maggi mee, Rusee insisting on sleeping on the floor with the blanket…

Willy waking up really early to wash/dry her super long hair & makeup~ Us barely having a few hours of sleep before having to wake up to head for the airport… The taxi uncles kept calling LOL because we were late hahahaha~ Finishing our krispy kreme donuts before leaving… Running for the plane… Landing early… Flew between terminals and immigration checkpoint with all our baggage… Just in time to see U-Kiss coming out… Meeting Kuro… Piling into the van and heading for the fansigning………………………. 

& I left my face mask in the small fridge in the hotel in KL oops. 

Brings back some really great memories ♥ 

“Don’t let comparison steal your joy.” Don’t constantly compare yourself to others… You are beautiful and perfect just the way you are~ I praise You because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; Your works are wonderful, I know that full well. - Psalm 139:14

What does it mean to be fearfully and wonderfully made? It’s like how an artist creates a masterpiece, with such attention to detail and being extremely careful, choosing every single thing to put into his work, his finest masterpiece, and he is proud of it! Just like how God made us the way we are… and even if the world tells you you’re not up to “standards” or you’re just not good enough, always remember that you are beautiful: in God’s eyes ♥ His love makes us beautiful ^-^ 

(via amazedbyhislove)

(Source: spiritualinspiration, via amazedbyhislove)

(via amazedbyhislove)

3RDWAVE Music Rally in KL - Special Interview with Alexander! 

By total surprise, Gillian and I got to interview Alexander, other than the already anticipated Brian :O We found out like half an hour before the interview so we were like :O !!!!!!!! 

Alexander is really really nice… not saying it because I’m his fan, but he really is :) He seemed very happy and full of joy during this trip too! He seems to be looking better and better… that guy is so good looking tsk tsk. I believe it’s coming from the inside hehe~ Quote him “It’s like a vacation for me” Really good to see him… now can’t wait to see him AGAIN hahahaha xD 

BTW you can’t really tell from the video but afterwards I realised that the chair he sat in was actually spoilt LOL.. & I wish that they put the guys in separate rooms because as you can tell, the audio isn’t very good because there are more than 2 people speaking at the same time >_< Still.. I love the picture hehehe Gillian’s camera is good 8D 

Thanks k-ommunity (Cordelia & Steffi) for the opportunity again ;D 

3rd Wave LIVE is soooooooo awesome :’D