Suddenly thought of an interesting story between God & me.. about 7 years ago~ Thinking back on it, I think that was the moment when I knew for sure that God is REAL. 

I was attending the Girls’ Brigade & Boys Brigade camp at this campsite, and of course on campsites there will be a loooot of games and activities involved! That included a 6 or 7-storey high flying fox aka zip line. I… am afraid of heights, and anything to do with plunging down or things like the pirate ship, rollercoasters etc. because I get mild seizures and I can’t breathe *true story* that’s why I’m a waste of money at theme parks ._. OK anyway, so.. I was horrified when we HAD to take the flying fox. I was super duper worried when I heard about it and was dreading it throughout the whole morning, and then it rained and I thought.. YES!!!!!!!! Because they don’t allow people to use it when it rains haha.. but after a while, when it got smaller, they suddenly said it was OKAY to carry it out. Imagine my heart dropping. It seems like not big of a deal, looks fun from below, but as always, it’s much scarier when you’re up there. I was still okay climbing up the stairs to the top.. until.. I reached.the.top. 

At that point of time, it was actually drizzling slightly, so I was really hopeful that they would cease the activity because it’d be dangerous. However, the people in my group started jumping.. and I was busy trying to prepare myself for the jump. Deep down I was desperately begging God to save me somehow T_______________________T  

After a while it was like… AIYAH JUST DIE. OK maybe not hahahaha~ I was just scared and nervous and etc. After the girl in front of me jumped, and I was standing there.. already wearing the harness and getting ready to be attached to the stupid thing………. changing my prayers asking God to protect me and telling Him I’d trust Him……….. 

All of a sudden, the instructor said, “WE’LL STOP HERE FOR NOW BECAUSE THE RAIN SEEMS TO BE GETTING HEAVIER.“ 

I took off the harness and walked down the stairs feeling AMAZED. That was God, right? I can still recall the feeling.. I was so thankful and so touched!! I cannot recall if God told me anything, (sigh forgetful person) but He sure did SHOW me. I know that everything is possible in Christ, but God knew that I was scared.. He CARED that I was scared ;D There are no coincidences ;) I remember going back to the campsite full of joy.. although I tried to hide it cos I gotta be cool hahahahaha and pretending to be at least feeling 아쉬워 about not being able to go on it :P 

BTW don’t make me go on anything like that or similar OK.. even if it’s the most handsome singer/actor or Hyesung or Alexander etc. 못.해.안.해.